day camed

day camed whn i hav to pack my bag and move back too lko from jaipur it was a upset morning ya i can say that b'coz nobody said me gud morning even the room service one....(that was just a joke) it was upset b'coz i hav to leave my elder but littl sister alone... i stayed in my room till the time camed to go.... b'coz i was not able to face collg students whom i hav maded my friends in just few days, b'coz i dont want to show my tears( as it can make me and my sister both emotional) at that time and i dont want that to be done...so i didnt met anyone ( u can say i becamed a coward at that time and thats true...) bcoz i and manu were never got seperated before that like this..... With a heavy heart and a smile on my face i touched her feet and just said bye (thats all ) and tooked the auto and till the end my eyes can see her i saw her, she also said bye with a fake smile and sawed me till she can the day was bad but i controled myself at every step even though i didnt let my friend to know anything of my heart but from bottom i was crying as i m right now by writing this.... i cant write further ......sorry
sorry manu i didnt said u my best bye at that time and was not able to meet any of ur friends
hope u realise that ( bcoz it will make me weaker with my emotions)